Heeeya ~ Since its mah first time blogging and i neh blog before,, this might sound 'A LITTLE' dull. Anywayy,, since i've promised baobei that i'll start updating this blogg,, i shall fulfill the promise >< mwehehe. Aiiteeeeeees ! An update fer today ~ Basically, me and baobei fought today. well, more of an argument uh. heh. And apparently, it's TWICE IN A DAY. Truthfully told, two arguements in a day drained mah energy today. Right noww,, i'm likka living zombie -.- uurgh. with one whole week, survivng with only 3-4 hrs of sleep, who wouldn't be? heh. Back to the story, both arguements are bout this person whom i followed at twitter, Bodohnakmampos, a.k.a Iskandar Firdhaus. He was a stranger to me, but by nightfall,, we're talking as if we've known each other fer a veh long time.. And this was the problem. Baby was feeling jealous/insecure. haisk. He's scared that i'll fall fer that Bodohnakma mpos[BDM]guy without knowing it. Frankly saying, how could i fell for a person whom i neh meet? siao liao. it started as when bbhy DM-ed me, asking if i could say smth, with an intention that it wouldn't hurt me. But it turn out to be an argument. Sigh. I was just socialising with people,, cuz that's mah nature whuuut. Can't change that, right? And bbhy said that the tone in which i was talking to him was different and i used the I and U terms with BDM, and not with him. Sigh. Why can't he see that he's the only guy that i see? ): Why can't he believe that i'll never fall for other guys? I WANT HIM AND ONLY HIM. Fullstop. And regarding BDM, i dropped the argument cuz baby's having fever and i dun wanna his conditio to worsen if i keep arguing. heh. I just want baby to know that whoever i talked to or even met, he's gonna be the only one i want in mah life.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd,, in the afternoon pulakk,, at 4++ pm, another argument came up. Wanna know something? Its bout BDM again -.- apparently,, baby saw my tweets with BDM , i think , he asked me to layan BDM first, and that dun dun wanna disturb. Please laaa,, tell me, Who is more important? Si Budaknakmampos or mah Baobei? *wait, you can't talk -.- * Anww,, of course mah Baobei kan ! haisk, takkan i nak letak my baby below si budaknakmampos yang i baru jerh kenal niee kan? heh. And, one thing that made me shocked it that baby tweeted about 3rd parties. I srsly feel like...........screaming at his face? haha. terlalu geram amat sangat. frustrated, babs. sigh. I was just merely asking him bout his tweet and he began shouting at me like that, cuz it was in caps. That was how it sound like uh to me. It made me freaking mad and i was like shaking all over, and we bagan arguing all over again. he deleted his tweet, and i unfollowed him. Him as in BDM. And baby thought that i was unfollowing him, and he unfollowed me. fine. and what he said next made me feel like smacking him. like seriously. heh. he said that now, if i wanna follow or unfollow him, its my business. he;s like couldn't care less anymore, cuz he was having fever, and also moodswing. aiitees then. I unfollowed the BDM guy so that we could just end our argument and wouldn't argue anymore. But it prove otherwise. i dun wish to argue with baby anymore. i dun like to argue. well, who does, right? :/ Fine. i was super pissed. I feel like sending a text saying that you are just an egoistic person and i couldn't care less anymore. But soon after that, i regret having that thought, cuz i'm just afraied that baby will mis-interpret from the text. haisk. I really love him alot. I really do. And i dun wanna lose him :'(
Anwww,, i dun wanna blog too much bout what happened, cuz i'm scared that i'll be too unhappy and then start another argument. -SIGH- And baby,, if you're reading this,, i'm sorry kayys if what i've blogged hurt you. heh. that was my point of view and what i felt. Baby don't take it seriously kayys? And baobei,, just wanna let you know that you're alws be in mah heart and and, you can never ever ever be replace :) just remember that, kayys? xp I LOVE YOU FOREVER, EVERY SINGLE DAY OF FOREVER ~ <3
Loveyalots ~
-Finaaaaaaa- ^^.
screw.yu| 07:23