- yoohooo ! hiee peeeps. hehe. Its 10:40pm and apparently, your owner is asleeep. confirm plus chop, he's snoring. LOL. anywaaaaaaay, today marks our 7th month we've beeen together :D and imma so proud of that. Teehee. But i still have to remember that there's still a long journey out there. A journey that will test us on our loyalties, trust and even maybe how strong our love for each other are? Hmm. I wish we could last till eternity :') anyway, sad to say, i didnt manage to send baby a monthsary text. OMO ! :o apparently, i actually forgotten to set my alarm and when i woke up, its like 6++ am? haha. then had to go nenek house take my lappy. hais. so, i'm sorry baby i didnt wish you a 7th monsary ! anyway, can i just type in here? mweheheh :B okay ! will say everything out here. HAHAHA. So, lets start !
" Hiee baby :) sorry kayys i never send you a happy monthsary text just now in the morning. Seriously, i didn't forget. I swear and how could i forget dates like this? Hehe. So, baby, i know we've beeen quarelling alot this month, compared to all the previous months. Well, it seems that our r/s has its ups and downs more, as each month pass by. And this also means that we might be facing a bigger obstacles in future and i hope baby could endure these obstacles and go through it, together. Also, i hope baby won't get sick tired of me in future. i really dont want to lose you, even though i've said this alot of times. But those words came right from my heart. Not only those words, but merely almost all of these words and letter i'm typing right now. Baby, you know very well kan, that i love you alot :') heheh. and yes, i really do, and i mean it.You're the best i've ever had and you mean freaking alot to me, thats why i dont want to lose you. Baby, i am really proud to have you as my one and only guy :) well, asides from our son uh.. heheh. Baby baby, i want to marry you, and then we'll make our own family; we'll become newly weds, then become a parent, and then grandparents, and then great-grandparents and then, if we have long live, we'll become great-great grandparents. hehe. and the last stage, is when we are destined to meet each other again after our last breath.:) HEHEH.. nothing can break us apart, kan sayang ? :D and i double pinky promise you that i will not leave you, unless you left me, and i will not have any other guy, asides from you and our children. Hahah. sayang sayang, how many kids do you want me to have? But not too much kayys sayang? hehe. cuz later will be very very pain, then i cannot tahan. heeeh ! LOL. Laogong ah, wo ai ai ai ni <3 alot and alot. heheh.
baby, i'm sorry also kayys? for making you cry alot this month. and apart from that, i've made you feel insecure, jealous, unhappy, sad and mad. hais. i'm truly sorry kayys bbhy? i'm sorry for starting all the troubles and also the arguments. i'm sorry for causing the 3-day straight argument and also alvin thingy. hais. Baby, i'm truly sorry for what i've done. And also the afeeq thingy. sorry baby. heh.
sayang, i'm also sorry kayys if i had treated you differently from my friends. hais. i promise you, that that wont happen again :)
anyway kan sayang, i will amke our r/s lively yeaaa <3 although, there's still their ups and downs. Hmm, baby baby, lets try having a monts without fights :D that could happen, couldn't it ? :) hehe. sayang, i will try to make it very lively and also try to make it smoooooth ^^. mweheheheh.
SAYAAAAAAAANG ! Happy 7th monthsary and one day ! :D heheh. baby, without you, my life wouldnt be complete :') and it wont be as wonderful as this. Baby, you light up my world like nobody else. Hehehe., sorry sayang, its copy and paste :p but seriously, you really light up my world :D and baby, since i have you alrd kan, i will alws look at you, and not other guys :) thats because i dont want you to get hurt. baby, it really kills me when i see you being hurt. especially when the person hurting you is me. i keep giving you scars, right? hais. but really, i will not hurt you anymore :') baby baby, when you go poly kan, and then you saw budak jambu kan bbhy, dont forget bout me kayys? hahah. nah, i'm just kidding laa sayang :) truthfully said, i got jealous if i see you with girls i dunno uh. hmm. but whatever it is kan, you wont leave me, kan honeyboo? :') heheh. i love youuu shoooooo much. hahah.sayang sayang, i wish i could be by ur side now. so i could stare at you, when you're sleeping, listening to the sound of your heartbeat;[not to mention snoring], your smell, breathing and the peaceful of your face heheh. and then i'll study every feature of your face, so it could fit every pieces of puzzle that i have in my mind :) hahah. sometimes, when i stare at you, i cant believe you are mine. its like as if i'm dreaming. and most of all, we managed to survive 7 months together, enduring all obstacle we've faced. heheh. and for that, i really appreaciate what you had done. c: never once i ad planned to leave you. never once. baobei, there's only one kind of you in this world and i couldnt find anyone else as you. i am really lucky to have a guy who is only exist as one of a kind. :') hehehe. you had my heart captured and you attract me more to you. baby, right now, i feel like hugging you,doesnt matter if you're asleep or not. and i wont let go of you. and i will make sure you will smile in your sleeep :) "
heheh. okaaaaay laa bbhy :) i'll stop here. cuz its late alrd. hmm.
ILOVEYOUBABY <3 YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY BABY :')
MUAAAACKS ! ^^.
Happy 7th monthsary to my beloved boyfieeeeee; Rayyan<3
-finnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-<3^^
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