HELLO HELLO , MY NAME'S DIBBO :D HAHAHA . DIBBO DIBBO DEE ^^ hehehe . It seems that its like my favourite word , to start with . Anwww , i have to update this blog , so as to not make it loook as if it's dead . A don't want to make it look dead . So , i have to think of a topic to start with .
Lately , i have done some reflective on my life . And i have to say , i actually realized that i've changed . I don't listen to what people say . But that was because i didn't do a reflection on what i did . It seems that i've changed alot . I'm not the old me . And i now , i can see that . It's like as if the old me has disappeared . POOF . disappear into thin air . Anww , this time , i have decided to make a change . Change myself . Be a better me . My old self . But i have one worries . I dunno how i behave like , the old me .
Once , i listened to baby . He asked me to make a reflection on what had happened [smth happened before that and i don't wished to talk about it ] . And i did . Before , He was trying to shake some sense into me and well , i was pushing him away ~ . seeeeeeeeee . I don't do this last time . But now , i did . Heh . Now , since i have realized my mistakes , i felt so guilty . Till now . But i didn't tell him . I reassured him that everythin'g okay but inside , i was actually feeling guilty .
Now , i seem myself like a bitch . Well , i think i myself is as a bitch . I've alws been creating trouble for him , and starting all arguements first . I am the cause of it . I am the spark of it , like what he did say . I'm not trying to blame him but , well , its the truth . Right now , i've alrd reminded myself to change myself from now onwards and try to be my old self . The happy , Cheerful , and childish girl . And not the hot-tempered , emo-ing and troublemaker . heh .
Lately , i just felt lucky to have him as my baby because other guys would have left their girl , if she has these kinds of attitude . Some guys , can't take it with if they were burdened by their girl's character and all the trouble she's made . But no , baby isn't the guy like that . I feel i am the luckiest person . To have him . Till now , i dunno why he still wanted to stick with me , even when i've changed . To me , its the old me he loved . But right now , its the new me. I know he promised not to leave me , and yes , i did promise him that too . but right now , i felt really guilty because of me , i've to trouble him alot D: heh .
And baby , i am soooo sorry if all this while , i didn't listen to you :( i am very sorry i've caused you troubles . I'm sorry if i've changed . But i just hope that you could just bear it with me ......
screw.yu| 08:20