" I got a feeling , we are drifting apart cause one of us isnt comfortable like how we used to and i think its me who change thats the reason why it could make you uncomfortable " . We're drifting , aren't we ? Yes , we are . But have you ever thought that i might have changed also ? "Baby , im sorry you had to miss the old me . Baby , could you please list all the things you miss about me and what you want me to change into . Please " Yes , i miss the old you . I miss the old you so much . so badly . But , people change , regardless the reasons are . I change . You change . " Baby please . I just wanna know what you miss . Is that so hard to ask for ? :/ " FUCK HELL , IT IS . Don't you know how hard it is for me , to state all the things i missed about you ? The old you . What i want you to change into ? You never know how hard it is . Do you remember that time , when we argued and i asked you is it hard for you to just tell me how much you missed my goodmorning and goodnight text ? And what is your answer ? Its so hard for me to say it . Do you remember it ? If you don't , i'm here to remind you that . If you still do remember , then you will know how hard it is for me then . Do you ever wondered why i refused to tell you the reason why i didn't want to list down all the things i missed about you ? why i didn't i want to state all the things i want you to change into ? Because one of the reason is that you have once told me TO LIVE OUR LIVES AND JUST BE YOURSELF . GO AT YOUR OWN PACE . You still remember that ? Baby , i just want you to be yourself . Just yourself . Don't worry about what i miss . Want to know why ? Because I love you for who you are , be it the old you or the current you now . Your character changes , but does your heart changes too ? Yes ? No ? Bbhy , i don't want you to change , just for the sake of me asking you to change . I want you to be what you are comfortable as . I don't mind , as long as you are comfortable . I'll get used to it sooner or later . So baby don't worry please . Another reason is that , when you asked me to list the things i miss about the old you , you made it sound as if i want the old you real bad and i loved the old you more . Heh . What about the new you ? I love youu to , the new you . And not only the old you . haiss . You made me feel guilty . Hurt . Sad . Disappointed . Baby , the past is the past . We can't rewind time . the old you is in the past and the new you is in the current . I really want you to be who you are , and not what people want you to be . I ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE , BABY . I don't care if you are imperfect or not the ideal type , as what you think . I just love and accept who you are . Baby , please .  You have your own reasons why you've changed right ? I know i've changed too . I know you missed the old me too . You told me that . but i didn't ask you to list down the things you missed about me , even though i wanted to know what it is real bad . heh . I really don't want this to drift us apart more . I don't wish to lose you . No , i don't want to lose you . :'( i just don't .