Hi baby. I bet you are asleep now. Thats good. Cause you are at peace. Hopefully no nightmare. Baby baby, i cant sleep thinking about us, and what we have went through all. Baby im sorry to put you in this big mess. Im really am. I swear i dont know how i wanna fix it. Or even is there a way in the first place ? Heh. I really wanna live with you till i dien you are my future. My everything. And i dont want lose you.  i want try fix this. But i know i cant. Your mum probably hates me to the core. What can i do. Then how am i gonna face your pakcik ? I want to prove them.wrong for who they think i am. You sendiri tahu kan i bukan macam gitu, macam matrep kat luar. Im not them sayang. I am merely someone who thinks of the shirt as my 2nd family.  Not that i will kill anybody. You also meet them before. You pon tahu dorang baik not like what your mum predicted. Heh. Baby, i dont know how long can i wait like this. But i promise i will wait for you. Wearing the ring everyday reminds me that the future is always certain. It reminds me of us . And motivates me to think that we gonna go through all these together.

I love you baby <3