Hi Penguin, Bunny here.
As promised, i will blog. Im sorry if i blogged this late night because i just reached home.
Baby, i know things are very hard for us now and i am sorry for it. for creating it. i know its my fault for not listening to you. unable to text you due to my silly actions. but may i ask something? do you get tired from my problems? to be honest, im doubting that you dont. im sorry for doubting, i just cant help it. Right now, i have nothing much to say baby :( because i cant express it in a form of words. truly. I dont regret saying this but I LOVE YOU BABY. AND I WILL NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON YOU, unless your heart wants me to. By then, what can i do right? And if you're tired of this, please tell me also, because i dont want you to suffer any longer because of me. it'll just make me feel guilty and baby, just to let you know, i wont give up on you. and now, what im hoping right now is that, you will have the patience to wait for me, no matter what happen kayys. and baby, take care kayys. i know i cant 'watch over' you right now. but please, take care of yourself. i dont want anything to happen to you. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY
And bhy, if you want to know what i've done today, i'll tell you kayys :)
so, firstly, to start off my day, my phone was taken by umi for i dont know what reason. then, when she reached home from work in the morning, i got scolded by her, because from what she says, she knows that im still texting Rayyan , even though i was given warnings. she told me that right now, the whole family from my mom's side know bout rayyan alrd and now, its only time for ucu to actually come myhouse and settke things with me. Umi scared me. she told me "kakak tau kan so budak tu jenis aper. kakak hati hati tau eh, sebelum ucu pakai pisau ngan si budak tui" damn. mkust she even say that? heh. halfway through the talking, i rushed to the washroom and pretended to shower, to cover off my tears. i dont want her to see that. and after that, my phone got confiscated. yes, CONFISCATED. only when i want to go out to bibik's house, she gave it to me, warning me not to text bhy anymore :( so basically, me, bibik and mama's family went swimming at sengkang. yes, fyqa saw the ring and complained it to bibik. well, got scolded again. swimming ended, and we went to wdls sheng shiong to buy foood. went home, eat steamboat and here i am, blogging.
thereeeee. my boring life
dah, dowan blog too much. baby needs to sleeep kan. sighh.
goodnight baby, sleep tight, sweet dreams and baby, rest well kayys :)
I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH<3333
-NURA'FINA-
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