How are me and bhy? We're drifting. Im not blaming him. Im blaming myself too. Because we're both busy. Frankly said, i feel that our r/s are at the bottom. I dont know what elae to say. But at times, i've been having this thought. 'Did a made yhe right decision of having a bgr at this point of time?' Its really been bugging me. Gahh. Maybe its just my feelings? Maybe... Just maybe. I dont know. Im clueless. For bhy, i guess it doesnt affect him much. But yeahh. For a super sensitive person like me, you'd understand. 

There's lot more to say. But i shall just stop here. Just a short post will do i guess. Gahhh.