- I just dont understand..
- why girls reject boys compliments when they themselves, wishes for someone to compliment them when they are at the lowest.
- why girls get mad over a compliment.
- why girls like to compare the present and the past.
- why girls gets mad when their boyfriends are sad or disappointed.
- why girls dont even bother to comfort their boyfriends when they are disappointed.
- why girls tend to always believe that they are always at fault.
- why girls tend to be so close with their friends and prioritize them more than their love ones.
- why girls tend to be so paranoid and insecure over little things like their voice, when God made them perfect as in like - no disabilities or special needs etc.
- why girls, tend to be so lovey dovey on social sites but when personal text, they tend to give cold shoulders with short replies and so forth.
- why girls cant understand that their boyfriend meant every word they say when he compliments her,
i.e " You`re beautiful ."
- why girls cant accept themselves for who they are and not be oh so worried over their flaws. Like Hello, everyone has them.
- why girls likes to make boys jealous, by saying other men or boys are sexy, handsome, cute etc?
- why girls bother about other boys when she is already attached.
- why girls like to keep things to themselves.
- why girls dont give their boyf much attention.
- why girls are so busy with girl friends dates but no time to meet their boyfriend.
- why girls complain , when we give too much care, and also complain, when we give none?
- why girls get the easy way out by blaming everything on moodswing, so boys dont have moodswing too?
- why girls just dont understand their boyfriends, when he gave everything for her just for her to be happy but she gives once in a blue moon, yet he doesnt mind.
The list can goes on and on, but i like to know,
why girls just cant do what their boyfriend do? To give attention, care, love time, etc. Why they expect much from their boyf but they give their boyf nothing in return?
Yeah. Everything is my fault. My fault that i compliment her and she rejected it. My fault that i feel dissappointed when it seems , she didnt trust me. My fault that she gets angry for no reason just because im dissappointed. My fault that she decided to blame everything on her. My fault that , i only wanted her to be happy with the compliments, but instead she cry for dont know God knows why. My fault that, i tried to tell her she is beautiful, but she reject, but infact she is. My fault that she doesnt see herself through the eyes i have and see what i see - a beautiful angel? My fault that she aint replying me now. My fault that, im looking bad at the past and see how our r/s have changed over the past few months.My fault knowing that she like another guy in our 6th months. My fault that my trust in her isnt that much because of all the past mistakes she did. My fault i gave her a second chance and thought she will change to treat me better? My fault i called her every night when she is sad, or crying but she does nothing when im at my lowest? Yeah. Everything is mine.
No wonder, they say fairy tales doesn't exist in reality. There wont be a - " And they live happily ever after" ending if this happens every night. Whatever it is, i still love you and im sorry for everything , and sorry to myself, for giving her countless chances for her to change , but she never did. Still think negatively, Still giving short replies, Still thinking about herself always, Still prioritizing her friends more than me ( she calls her friends when her friends cry but never , when it comes to me ) and im sorry to let you go. I will give you another chance only if this time, you meant what you say - to change for the better and to prove to me she love me dearly by giving attention, care, concern, love by the simplest way she can ( asking how did his day went etc), but if you cant promise me that, i will still be right here waiting..
screw.yu| 11:02